Wednesday, May 27, 2009

An unknown kiddush hashem



As I wrote before, I have been working doing data entry for a stamp seller.

Today I was putting in some information and something bothered me about a certain stamp (pictured above) which hails from Sierra Leone, a small African country. As I read the biblical passages on the side, it hit me.

They spelled G-d the way I just spelled it! (Gee dash dee). Only orthodox Jews spell Hashem's name that way (because we don't what power it has, and don't want to wind up throwing G-d into the garbage. If it's spelled differently, it's like a sorta loophole and you can do what you want with it).

So what is it doing on a stamp from SIERRA LEONE?

The answer is that a Lubavicther in Crown Heights (and old friend of my Dad from Montreal) prints stamps for many countries around the world. I guess he couldn't handle writing G-ds name down, even on a stamp. What a kiddush hashem!

By the way, the stamp pictured can be found and bought. Google 'stamp Sierra Leone natures wisdom'.

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Hey! I was mentioned!

In http://yamlive.blogspot.com/2009/05/interview-with-yammer-boruch-tauber-aka.html that link.

Makes me all warm and fuzzy inside.

When Hashem closes one door...


Arriving in America, and discovering that we were in limbo had us in Morristown for a month, trying to fundraise, and then find a job. It didn't work out, so we came to Montreal, where we had a disappointing first week before finally finding an apartment.

Then we davened hard. I needed a temporary job, and tried everything. I even have been working for my mother, cleaning out the backyard. Hashem answered in a very weird way.

I made an appointment with Coho (a job-helping agency from and for Outremont Chassidim), and met with a woman there, who told me that they only had one job available, data entry for 10 dollars an hour. She also helped me write a resume, but then she emailed it to the wrong email address, and deleted it off her computer and email.

Desperate, I called and met with a Mr. Davidovici, a sweet little Litvishe man who sells stamps. I took the job, and spent the first week working for him.

I'm in my second week now and it's been a blessing. In most of my past jobs, I have worked with or for people who make me lose my faith in humanity. Finally here is a decent elderly guy who is so laid back and to be honest 'cute', and a mentsch to boost, that even though the work is boring, I'm actually somewhat enjoying it.

At the end of the first week he walked over to me and said, "usually my worker doesn't know computers and isn't quick to catch on, but I can see you know what you're doing. I'm paying you 14 an hour."

For anyone who has ever made fun of Litvaks (or Misnagdim), I wish they would have seen that. In general I actually find most Litvaks to be more honest than any other denomination.

Anyway, I've also been receiving call after call and offer after offer to write. Screenplays in particular. And not just screenplays of their choosing, it's mostly people (and well-known frum filmmakers too) telling me, "Zvi, you've got a name. Write whatever you want and we'll produce it and you'll make money."

Lots of doors have opened, and I will be walking through them. Not all of them, just ones that I see the people are serious and willing to partially pay me beforehand. But I will write nonetheless. I already have ideas brewing.

I also want to go to school to study screenwriting. Perhaps I should take a writing course too over the summer. If I'm gonna be doing this, I should do it right.

Monday, May 25, 2009

A sad email



We sent the news to Stavropol. We want to write a nice goodbye letter - only positive, nothing political whatsoever. Like saying how it affected us, and we know that what happened was something special, and all the times we had, all the projects and work and classes and shabboses we did went somewhere, and telling people to keep doing torah and mitzvos, and continue their Jewish heritage. Finish off with my contact information, and the idea of doing a class online. I am accepting advice for what to put in to the letter, and I must give Chaim Danzinger a huuuuge thank you for his input.
We received our first response, from the Davidov family. I welled up with tears reading the simple Russian they wrote. Here it is, translated:


Shalom Zvi and Chayale!!!!!! Today I was at Natasha's for school, and read your letter. Our family is extremely hurt. We are simply horrified that you won't return any more!!!! But we hope that we can remain friends through Skype.


Chayale, you know that we have grown fond of you and consider both of you family. You are our Rabbi and Rabbanit. We are ready to help you in any way if anything is necessary. You can rely on us, for we were your friends not because of money or work, simply as a religious Jewish family.


If any help with transportation of things is necessary, you only need to say the words and we will be there to help...


The Davidovs

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

A punch in the stomach

It's over.

Yesterday I received an email from Rabbi Lazar telling us to move on. Prime Minister Medvedev told the chief Rabbi that he had spoken to the head of the FSB and there was nothing more he can do. Other Rabbis need not fear, according to Medvedev, but we may not return.

For many of you readers, this means the end of reading the blog, as it will for now be alot more boring, based on our personal lives. I may even reopen the blog.

There are some final things to look forward to, such as Chayale's trip back (iy"h) and the goodbyes she will make, the journey of our stuff to return to Montreal, perhaps a final emotional letter to my community pleading with them to find a decent leader and stand up for themselves, and I'll iy"h repost some of the more inspiring stories of things that happened to us while we were on shlichus to Stavropol, Russia, a place that I will very much miss.

To all of you, thanks for all your support through our shlichus, and the time we were stuck in limbo.

Now it's time to figure out what to do with our lives (once again). Should I go to school, or back on shlichus?

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Hockey cures stress

I've known it for a while... I played 3 games this week and with each one my mouth felt better. Now it is perfectly back to normal, except that I'm sore all over from all the roller-hockey.

We've started playing every friday at 3. This week some college hotshots came by and tried to kick us off the court, saying that our players are 'too young' and they'll cream us (my nephew Menachem Mendel Myhill, 15 years old, plays along with some friends). Finally they agreed to make 3 teams, 2 would be 'their' temas, and one would be us (8 players). We'd play 4 on 4. Anyway, we creamed them and it made my week. They barely even got shots on goal. We shocked ourselves and shocked everyone watching - as some yeshiva kids beat these super-cool college guys.

Oh, I finally got a job - sorta. I'm doing data entry for a stamp collector and dealer in Montreal. Pays 10 bucks an hour. And Dovid Russ helped me find a good job, which is sporadic. It's Hashgacha work, and pays well (250 dollars a day!). So far I haven't received a call.

I'm also writing.

Of course, if anyone hears of anything, please let me know. I'm still looking for a temp job for now.

And the reason for the lack of posting is over - Miriam will be going to preschool so we finally have time for ourselves :)

No news yet from Stavropol :(

Monday, May 11, 2009

Miriam's view

So yesterday I couldn't fimd my normsl Yarmulka, and for the first time time in about 2 years put on one of my crazy ones, the gold one with giraffes on the side.

Miriam looked at me and said, "Tatty's wearing a crown!"

Friday, May 08, 2009

It's official: I'm stressed out



The right side of my jaw started bothering me two days ago, and I assumed it was a toothache. It kept me up two nights ago, it kept me up last night.

I went to the dentist, and after doing work on my teeth and finding several cavities etc. I asked him why I was (and still am) in so much pain.

"Stress." He said.

Basically, somehow I have knots in my jaw, and now I have to do these facial exercizes invented by Jim Carrey, and apply a hot pad onto my jaw every 20 minutes. I also should rest and take lots of Advil.

Apparently this is something he sees alot of, and he said I'll probably have this problem throughout my life whenever I get stressed out.

This is the first time in my life that I've been diagnosed with stress, and it sucks. My life IS quite stressful. I wish I knew if we were returning to Russia soon.

I am an impatient man.

Tuesday, May 05, 2009

Hard work pays off


Today was a good day.

After helping my father clean up the backyard, cut down a tree and start building a shed, I dropped by our Montreal apartment for a few moments.

As I was leaving, Miriam called out: "I love you, Tatty."

That's the first time I received such spontaneous words from my daughter, and it completely melted my heart. I left with a push in my step.

This evening, I put Miriam to bed. As I was singing her a Niggun (lying next to her), she lifted her head off the pillow, pulled her pacifier from her mouth, and to my surprise planted a kiss on my cheek (first time, too). Then she lay back on her pillow and whispered, "I love you, Tatty."

I could eat her for breakfast, lunch and supper.

And even without any ketchup.

Sunday, May 03, 2009

A day at the park



The family




Chaim Shimshon


Chayale and Audra




Miriam with Audra's kids (Ryan, Mason and Jake)



Photos by Audra.

Online class for exiled Shliach


In the comments of a previous post, my brother Benny suggested that I try to organize online Torah classes with my community. Apparently that is what the Shliach of Cuba does or something tothat effect.

Anyway, before Shabbos I wrote to Anya Davidova, a very active member of the community and leader of most of the young people, and I asked if she would be interested in helping to organize an online Torah class.

Well, tonight I rceived her response, and it was a positive one.

So now the question is: what should I teach?

Friday, May 01, 2009

Last post was deleted...

Due to a misunderstanding I had. Everything remains the same...

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Editted post - some parts deleted


Rabbi Lazar, the most amazing head Shliach.

I've been thinking alot recently about what it would mean after we receive the news.


Suppose the news is: return. All is good.


Then we'd have to organize new visas, work on getting the paperwork together for my permanent residency, and the return to Stavropol would mean that:

  • The community would be pumped. They would see a bright future, and be very excited about it. We'd be welcomed with open arms

  • Yefim, as we have seen, will stop at nothing, and who knows what he'd do upon our return. It's actually a scary thought. His girlfriend (and one of the causes for all this) works for the newspapers...

  • We might be swamped by the local news, who reported everything, and made us look bad (except for one newspaper which actually was somewhat neutral). We'd have to prepare for that too

  • The community would be more united, particularly after uniting to try and bring us back. That part would certainly be more beneficial

  • As per a Hachlata we took on, we would immediately focus all our energies into starting a fund for the building of a Shul in Stavropol

  • We might be closely watched by the FSB and other authorities who will try to make our lives miserable


Suppose the news is: it's over. Move on with your life.



Then the following consequences happen:


  • Someone must fly out to Stavropol and get our stuff packed and shipped to Montreal

  • We also must say our sad goodbyes to our friends and Mekuravim

  • Who will take care of the community? At least now they are more united, and hopefully they will get rid of the corruption taking place at the top, and be able to move forward

  • We need to decide what we will do with our lives (and I doubt we are going back to Shlichus, in all honesty)

  • Should we go to the newspapers and television about getting kicked out of Russia or not? that's another tough decision, which will be up to Rabbi Lazar

  • We'd be pretty devastated

  • Finally, we'd have to figure out what to do with the Sefer Torah, donated by Eli Ginsburg. Does it return to him, do we give it to the Sachnut, or to a different Jewish community in Russia? What happens?


What do you guys think? I prefer being practical than pretending that everything will 100% be ok. And things are not looking too great at the moment.

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

What's up with Hershcoviches getting in the news?


Benny is now making the rounds.
The above photo is Benny doing his work in Cabos.

Friday, April 24, 2009

Why did I feel a surge of pride when I saw this?



http://www.vosizneias.com/30586/2009/04/23/israel-feiglin-if-i-were-pm-id-rebuild-the-temple/ is a good read. I'd vote for this guy if I could.

This just in

This is an old picture, from Yekatrinoslav camp. The boy in the foreground is Rafi, a camper of mine currently in Yeshiva in New York.



Here's an email I just received from my secretary:

Hi!
Igor told me some more things about yesterday's event. You already know that they didn't let Natasha, Anya Davydiva and Kostya in, Yanna and Yefim were pushing the door so hard, they nearly broke Natasha's leg.. I think, Arkadyevich enjoied this circus.
The main decision was about a rabbi and Judaism in Stavropol. Everyone (including betrayer Fishman) was against any Judaism in "Shalom", and they changed the Charters (Ustav), they took out the clause saying that a rabbi is a leader of the religous community. Then the prepared people were elected into a board, and they set the date (28th of May) for another meeting, when Yefim is going to tell them what he had done, and they will approve his activity enthusiastically. He does ANYTHING he /she wants.
Arkadyevich said FEOR is going to write a letter to governor Gayevsky about Shnyukov and his support of such "religious" organisations, which in reality are the worst extremists.
Sorry, it seems that Stavropol was not the best choice of yours....
Take care and best wishes to the family,
Victoria



I wrote back that of course it was our best choice, and we hope to return. After all, someone has to make sure the corruption happening by the 'leaders' of the community must be stopped, and there are thousands of Jews who need us.


What do you think?

Thursday, April 23, 2009

Interview for yamlive - an Ottawa Yeshiva memorial


Memories - that's me in Ottawa.

Part 1

Pesach News

In English


It's funny. I sent in a photo to use, and they only put it on the main page, but a different one (at the moment) is used in the article. See fjc.ru

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

You call that an election?


Family picture taken many months ago in Stavropol by visitors from "Lechaim" magazine.



The report is in, and the result is: it has been pushed off.

I received 2 updates from Pesach, which I don't think I've posted yet - the facts that at the Seder we sponsored (well, some of your donations sponsored) 50 elderly Stavropol Jews who each received a package of food (necessity items such as eggs). Also, the children sang 4 Pesach songs. We really owe the 2 bochurim, Akiva and Shimon, a tremendous thank you since they did an amazing job. 137 people amazing.

Two days ago Igor Arkadyevich spent the day meeting with officials in Stavropol, and powerful Jews of the community. I don't know what he said, but he told me he was working on trying to find a solution for Stavropol's Jews. He also said that the officials seem to be on Yefim's side. He would later mention that he heard from somewhere that I must be out of the city for 5 years...

Yesterday he met with Natasha and Igr Lerner, and then went to a meeting which was held in a hall so everyone can fit. The meeting was called for 6:00, and in Igor Arkadyeviches words: "Over 80 people attended."

It started off organized from what I hear. Yisroel Yitzchak Farber (the guy with the Bracha from the Friediker Rebbe) got up first to speak.

He told them how his contribution to the community is going every Shabbos at 2:00 to eat and talk with his fellow Jews in the center. I used to go, and when I stopped coming, he was upset at me. He then heard about the arguments, and took Yefim's side, since Yefim was telling them that I had said I didn't want to come anymore.

However, after a couple of Shabbosim, knowing my character (I don't think I'm a mean person), he called me to meet. He came together with Mikhail Fridman and heard my side of the story. We agreed to meet with Yefim in my apartment, which happened.

At the apartment, all Yefim spoke about was money, while I tried to steer the conversation to peace. He said he left not sure what to think. But then when he saw Yefim the next day doing everything the opposite of what he had promised, and returned to me and saw me trying to do everything I had said I'd do, he had realized why people had years ago stopped walking into the Center.

"We need a new president, and we need our Rabbi back." He finished.

Next was Mikhail Grunis, who worked in the Center. He actually took my (tiny) office as his working space after Yefim threw me out. Later Yefim snubbed him and was nasty toward him, after he had fixed up the entire place. Yefim eventually threw him out. He testified out loud that he had seen people come in, and give Yefim over 10,000 rubles several times. Yefim didn't report this to anyone.

Finally, Refoel Khaimov spoke. He told everyone how he hadn't known there was a Center, and how he had met me. I had brought him to the center, and made him a part of the community. I taught him all he knew, and he told of the work he has seen me doing, and about my demeanor which he knows from driving me around alot.

After that, it went haywire. Everyone spoke up, all basically saying that Stavropol needs a new president and how they want their Rabbi back.

Igor Arkadyevich told them he'd work on it, and they might have to open a new "community" (i.e. religious organization).

He also told them that he thinks my chances of returning are slim. He thinks I must wait 5 years (I emailed this to Rabbi Lazar, and hopefully will receive his thoughts soon).

Today was the voting in of a new board and a new president. Last night we wrote a letter, and needing a direct answer, put it in the Igros (English Igros #5 (or 4 or 6, I forget), page 69.

The Rebbe writes to a Shliach going to Morocco that in a time of crisis, a king empties his treasury. He then says that 'we should hear good news and there should be a victory.'

This morning I went to Mikva, got the Minyan in Yeshiva to say Tehillim, and then returned home and waited to hear the results of the vote.

Finally I called, and here is what happened.

Over 50 papers had been prepared and properly notarized of people requesting to be considered members of the community. It was refused outright, which means that only Yefim's buddies could vote.

Police (and according to Igor Arkadyevich, several FSB men) guarded the door, and refused entry to anyone who wasn't 'allowed in.'

40 people were there, and Igr Lerner told me that 10 of them admitted publicly to being Keraim (Karaites, not considered Jewish). What was supposed to be civil turned into a shouting match, as Yana (Yefim's girlfriend) screamed at 70-year-old Svetlana Kozlova (Earlier we were told that she had had a heart attack, but thank G-d we were wrong). Svetlana is the woman who when she heard about the killing of Yeshiva students in Israel, called me sobbing.

They voted in a new board, but people protested because only 40 people were voting, while the rest of the Jews of Stavropol weren't even allowed in (by police!)

I don't have the details, but it appears that things got out of hand. Yefim announced that they were leaving the Federation and joining KEROOR (the other Jewish organization in Moscow).

After much discussion it was decided that another vote will take place on May 22nd. I'm still unclear on who will be allowed to vote. As far as I see it, only people whom Yefim decides will be able to have a say in who can lead the community.

Oh, and apparently his lawyer was there, along with Shnyukov, the guy in charge of religious affairs.

The charters were finally made public,. in which the Center, as 'Shalom group', has nothing whatsoever to do with religion.

Anyway, tomorrow Igor Arkadyevich returns to Moscow and reports to Sasha Boroda and Rabbi Lazar. I wonder what they have to say. I think our best option is to start a 'new community.'

Particularly now that we know that Stavropol doesn't have a Jewish religious organization.

Please say Tehillim

At 09:00 EST.

The vote for new president of the community is taking place then.

More details on what happened, etc. later.